I think I'm just giving up on going to tournaments. Someone in my family always seems to die right before one, even if it's online. It's unfortunate, but it is what it is.
My problem with Avengers Endgame was that it was tooooo long for the level of writing. I also had problems with Batman Dark Knight for the same reasons so maybe it's just me.
I was taught to climb the ladder like everyone else, but honestly I feel like it's an equal playing field and I've done better for myself believing that.