Free Step Dodge

I delete the stuff because people like you in this case say something snarky or rude that forces me to delete it, I didn't ask for anyone to piggyback on my post that was meant for Chap and him alone only to berate me with snark

I just want someone to talk to, and no one bar very few people have done that, you don't understand what I'm going through

No one forced you to do anything. You're not a victim. If you want a private dialogue with Chapstick, I will remind you once again that Private Messages are private as opposed to profile comments, which are open to the public.

I can't go and make one, if I do I'll be forced to see something in my inbox that's just gonna further make me feel worse, it's why Im avoiding certain threads I'm normally in. It's faster and more convenient and less trouble for me to just post on his page, get my answer and delete it

I deleted all my other ones because I figured he just ignored it, same with everyone else I've tried talking to, if I feel I'm being ignored I just scrap my profile post and keep it to myself

Can you please just delete this?

Generally if I don't reply to a profile post it's because I read it & didn't know what to respond to it with and decided to go through other notifications to get back to it later. Then I forget because I have terrible short term memory. Same thing with video links, I tell myself I'll watch them later once I'm done with other notifications then I forget to.

Then by the time I do remember when I'm about to make a status an awkward amount of time has passed where it would feel weird to respond. I've even done that with my dad where I forget then don't respond so I'm not like choosing to ignore you

It's fine. I just want @Brute to delete this, I had an unbearable feeling of dread when I saw my name in this section since I wasn't @ed

Why?

Because I don't like being talked about or mentioned without my knowledge, you didn't even @ me

I already feel like total shit, please don't make me feel anymore worse than I already do

I wasn't bad-mouthing you. I was describing actions you continue to make. If you interpret that as negative, you should change your actions, not demand that others change to accommodate them. People will inevitably talk about you, just like they talk about everyone else, without your notification or approval. That's something you'll have to learn to accept.