We all hit that point. Keep on playing man and don't give up. It can be hard to get out of that rut but feels so awesome when you do.
Idk man... the game feels so inconsistent compared to other games that I play, then there's the trash talk.
The game has its issues, especially online. As you probably know, trash talk is everywhere in FG's. Some of its light-hearted and other times its just salty scrubs. I just ignore the salt. Play online with people from here or others you know.