Good games man. But honestly, don't feel that way (although I can definitely relate). It's only online casuals, and practice at that. It just means you have more leveling up to do and that's what practice is for.
Don't let our matches ruin your confidence, because then you'll want to give up and not try to improve. Trust me, everyone starts somewhere and people improve when they really want it.
This is coming from someone who played so poorly at a recent tournament major because of a mental breakdown. But I'm back on my feet with my mind clear, and I'll continue to train for TFC. You just have to take things in stride and look foward, and try to learn from your mistakes. It's all part of being a growing player. And losses are part of the experience.
I felt helpless in some of those matches. I have to learn how to deal with pressure. From what you saw, can you give any advice on any of the characters you saw me use that you are familiar with? Dont worry about brad, i was in panic mode when i picked him
Don't rely solely on the lows with everyone. Things like Kasumi and Ayane's 2P are totally fine for what they are. But the 1P from Kasumi, she can be counter hit easily after it hits on neutral offline. For Bass, the 1PP is the same deal, it's very easy to deal with offline. If I see the follow up I will hold it on reaction 100% offline.