its just red but ive burned myself on a hot stove and it wasnt this bad. i think its because i immediately stoped contact with the stove but i held the plate for an extra second because i didn't want to drop it. that second made all the difference
fucking pain pills and alchohal can't do anything and the only way i can stop it from hurting is to hold onto cold bottles of soda. effectively ive lost use of my right hand tonight
its fine as long as i have a cold drink in my hands its just annoying tommorows my day off so this should be my big game session night. im mostly just bored out my mind. right now i just want to sleep but i drank too much soda before hand.
hard to play something when you're distracted by what feels a lighter to your thumb. the longer this takes the more im getting pissed that i ruined my night for something so fucking stupid.
Please tell me it wasn't permanent.