Julius Rage
Well-Known Member
Today I'm. . .I feel like a wieght was lifted off my shoulders. I had planned for this to be my last Dead or Alive event for a while but I kind of kept it to myself just because it would have been a little weird to put that kind of thing out there - at least thats the way I felt. Even though I didn't win, I don't think I could have asked for a more fitting end to this very lapsidasical chapter of my life.
In the span of 7 years I went from being well off, to broke, to having a career that I love.
I went from being a quiet introvert, to a suicidal loner crying out for attention, to a normal guy who probably cusses just a little too much (but its genuwinely who I am so hey).
I was once a small, weak, sheltered little boy who talked about being 175 pounds of twisted steel and sex appeal to actually being 157 pounds of twisted steel and sex appeal (Should have showed my abs on stream, I think Thomas may have tried to fuck me if I did though.)
What I'm trying to say is that I grew up playing this game and even though I spent a lions share of that time being an ass I just want you all to know it was nothing personal - I like making people laugh, I like to laugh and thats all Julius Rage ever was (Laughs).
I'm heading home now to really start living my life. A lot of my time has been dedicated to this pursuit to be the best and in coming up short, I feel justified. I played the way I wanted to play and I proved to myself that I was as good as I knew I was. Probably not as good as I could have been but we all know what we should have done in retrospect.
Shout outs.
CXThomas - You're cool dude, you just need to drink a whole lot less.
Dallaz - I really though you were going to kick my ass earlier in the day. You're cool peoples, keep playin and use that fucking parry more.
Rabies - Keep bumpin that Taylor swift and be sure to spend my money wisely.
Chosen1 - I hate the showdown but I like who you seem to be as a person. Keep doing what you do.
Mr. Wah - You're really intellegent and the VF thing we were talking about makes a lot of sense (Ask Chosen1, I've been talking about it forever.)
Rikuto - I wish it were you who I faced last, it would have been fitting. Put somethin on those arms though dude.
Sweet - If this shit ever makes it back on T.V I'll tell my kids that you retired me.
Master - Tell Vanessa I said hi.
Cyberevil - I wish I had handled that shit back in 06 better and I also wish we had better controllers for our match
Calibur - You've got swagger, don't lose it.
Koompbala - Sorry for being a huge dick for all those years. I know things will get better for you.
Accurate - Dude, you're a smart guy and I think that you could go either way as far as life is concerned. Focus, find an outlet, you'll do fine out there.
Patrick Hall - You smoke too much weed, but you're still my boy.
I know I'm forgetting a few but if I didn't list you I really didn't know you.
Guys, Its been real! Take care of yourselves and don't stop pushing DOA!
How to end this. . .Oh I know.
Thank you all, so, so, so, so much!
Peace!
In the span of 7 years I went from being well off, to broke, to having a career that I love.
I went from being a quiet introvert, to a suicidal loner crying out for attention, to a normal guy who probably cusses just a little too much (but its genuwinely who I am so hey).
I was once a small, weak, sheltered little boy who talked about being 175 pounds of twisted steel and sex appeal to actually being 157 pounds of twisted steel and sex appeal (Should have showed my abs on stream, I think Thomas may have tried to fuck me if I did though.)
What I'm trying to say is that I grew up playing this game and even though I spent a lions share of that time being an ass I just want you all to know it was nothing personal - I like making people laugh, I like to laugh and thats all Julius Rage ever was (Laughs).
I'm heading home now to really start living my life. A lot of my time has been dedicated to this pursuit to be the best and in coming up short, I feel justified. I played the way I wanted to play and I proved to myself that I was as good as I knew I was. Probably not as good as I could have been but we all know what we should have done in retrospect.
Shout outs.
CXThomas - You're cool dude, you just need to drink a whole lot less.
Dallaz - I really though you were going to kick my ass earlier in the day. You're cool peoples, keep playin and use that fucking parry more.
Rabies - Keep bumpin that Taylor swift and be sure to spend my money wisely.
Chosen1 - I hate the showdown but I like who you seem to be as a person. Keep doing what you do.
Mr. Wah - You're really intellegent and the VF thing we were talking about makes a lot of sense (Ask Chosen1, I've been talking about it forever.)
Rikuto - I wish it were you who I faced last, it would have been fitting. Put somethin on those arms though dude.
Sweet - If this shit ever makes it back on T.V I'll tell my kids that you retired me.
Master - Tell Vanessa I said hi.
Cyberevil - I wish I had handled that shit back in 06 better and I also wish we had better controllers for our match
Calibur - You've got swagger, don't lose it.
Koompbala - Sorry for being a huge dick for all those years. I know things will get better for you.
Accurate - Dude, you're a smart guy and I think that you could go either way as far as life is concerned. Focus, find an outlet, you'll do fine out there.
Patrick Hall - You smoke too much weed, but you're still my boy.
I know I'm forgetting a few but if I didn't list you I really didn't know you.
Guys, Its been real! Take care of yourselves and don't stop pushing DOA!
How to end this. . .Oh I know.
Thank you all, so, so, so, so much!
Peace!
