I should probably give my Hajinmon brethren an explanation about NCR...
So, as some of you may know, I've recently won the NorCal Regionals 2014 tournament major in DOA5U this past weekend. Those of you who have seen the placings for top 8 are probably wondering about my character choice for the tournament, so I'll explain why I played who decided to play.
Let's start off with the tournament itself. A week after SCR was finished, I resumed my training with Ayane, while also learning Marie Rose. About two weeks after Marie Rose's release, I left her alone and focused on just Ayane in preparation of NCR. I've been putting numerous hours into lab time and casuals (online and offline), getting ready. Meanwhile, I and a few others tried to advertise DOA at NCR. I told every NorCal and SoCal player I know about NCR, I've sent out several reminders, talked about it on facebook, twitter, etc.
I asked to have the NCR thread front paged, and the request was ignored and overlooked by all moderators and administrators here at FSD, which is very disappointing in itself that they do not pay attention to detail here.
Yes, DOA5U was a side tournament instead of a main game as it was at SCR this year, however, it's a tournament major and it's still up to us to come out and support our game. Knowing all of this, after time kept passing by, I assumed there wouldn't be a good turnout like SCR. I was expecting 16 players to attend, at least.
The day of the tournament, Requiem, Prince Adon and I arrive early so we can prepare the DOA set ups. We talk with John Choi and he tells us DOA5U has 20 entrants, which is a pretty okay number for DOA. But then, only 12 out of 20 arrived. The turnout was very low, this itself bothered me but then knowing this, my AFD teammates decided not to play seriously. On top of this, we also later learned that CrazySteady was unable to make it out as well. These 3 things combined just made me lose all of my motivation for this tournament.
I really wanted to play CrazySteady offline again, I was preparing for that match up. Win or lose, I really wanted the opportunity to play him again. I also wanted to face my teammates in a tournament setting again but they decided not to play seriously. I can't really blame them, with how the tournament turned out, I can see why. It just felt like no one really cared about NCR this year.
All of this into mix, I just didn't care to play as passionately and determined as I did on arrival to NCR. So I just played my pocket character, genfu, instead. Of course, I could have just played Ayane anyway and won, and said I won a major with Ayane. But here's the thing, all of these things happening, it felt like this event was just handed to me on a silver platter. And that feeling disgusts me, if I played and won with Ayane under these conditions at a major, I'd feel very disgraceful and unsatisfied (well I already feel unsatisfied) claiming a victory like this.
I play for quality, pride, and to win. I couldn't pride myself if I won using Ayane this way, because I want to earn my win, not have it handed to me for free. This is why I pride myself with how well my play performance was at SCR, because I played my best. Beating one of the best defensive and footsie players on the east coast, and playing in grand finals, while also making a bracket reset. I was never upset nor salty about the loss. I made it far and placed 2nd with Ayane versus some very tough opponents, and I really love that feeling. The challenge I'd get from playing strong players is why I like attending majors when I'm able to.
I didn't have that feeling at NCR, so I didn't play Ayane, and as I said, even if I did it wouldn't feel right winning with her with the way the tournament ended up being.
This was the last major I'll be at for awhile, until possibly Summer Jam or The Fall Classic later this year. Having this win, especially under these conditions just leaves a bad taste in my mouth and I am not proud nor happy with this win.
I mean no offense to anyone that attended NCR for DOA, nor am I blaming anyone or upset with anyone. Things happen, I'm just not satisfied with the way things turned out. I still enjoyed the day hanging out and playing everyone. I just wanted the tournament to feel almost as hype as SCR did.