Free Step Dodge

@Hayabusiness Yeah i did. But that was a long time ago girl. I’ve changed and I’ve learned from my mistakes. Still, why does this has to be about me? It’s about Kyo

I like the new you. @King Anubis

remember when @Rhadon commited Suicide too.
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You're right telling someone not to kill themselves is a terrible thing to do and I apologize. Guess I felt compelled due to having felt the very real, very devastating effects of suicide in my personal life. Sorry for being fake lmao

A potential suicide and instead of maybe leaving something helpful and supportive of course drama has to be started over literally nothing and for no good reason. Talk about being heartless

@Kyo please, come back!

The post can be pretty vague and concerning though. Hope everything is alright bud. FSD isn't the best place to let things out but message someone on how you feel. Sometimes you'll need someone out there to talk about things going on.

You noticed that as well, huh.

Not back, but replying about the vague post from almost a month ago. Something personally happened that resulted me in leaving this site (A few trusted members are well aware of the situation so if they told you then I hope you understand why it was necessary.)

Having suicidal thoughts is horrifying. You'll feel like giving up living life and think there's no hope on getting out of bad situations.

@Kyo it's good that you're doing better.

I wasn't told but I'm glad to hear from you again.

Thank goodness! I am just glad you are okay!

Despite the fact that an hypocrite who wanted to call people out on being fake and a insecure garbage human being who decided to publicly makes jokes or kick someone down about someone whose actually was emotionally hurting or suffering, I’m actually doing better so thanks again for your concern on my well being and I hope life is treating you guys better as well.

Oh you want to start again huh? I’m ready for a round 2.

How are you even ready for a round 2 when a round 1 doesn’t even exists? Not to go tit for tat, but you might want to look at your reply before you attempt to judge others because like or dislike me that post wasn’t a cry for attention it was sort of a cry for help. After hearing your father’s final goodbye what would you of done?

I would’ve been upset, but I also would’ve been grateful that my father loved me and was a part of my life. You should be grateful that you at least could say your final goodbyes to him when he was still alive. Many people like me couldn’t do that.

Which is how I felt when he said goodbye because even though he busy with work he always made time for me and my siblings especially he supported us from a thousands miles. I was suppose to visit him the week before his death, after that final call I got upset which leaded me into being devastated and confused that resulted into not accepting the reality that he will be in fact dead and gone.

I thought leaving here without a legitimate reason would of been the best, but instead I worried everyone which it wasn’t my intention so I hadn’t thought things through when I posted. You are right though about being grateful of speaking to someone you love one last time. I’d take it you lost your father or someone close to you too?

He’s not dead, he’s in your heart.
To answer your question, yes I lost my dad, but I was 13 almost 14 at that time so I’ve already grieved.