Because we are both in an studying exchange program (Erasmus) in England and there is only one month left before going back to our respective countries (France for me, Italy for him).
I knew it would be a "serious relationship for only a few months", but I didn't know I would feel so weak and stupid. Anyway, we will see how I will move on.. I'm curious to see the goodbyes hehe.
No. I'm just pretending I'm enjoying my last moments here, pretending that I don't care about anything but the exams and the parties.
I don't know how he feels, I will try to ask him but I've always been so modest.
I'm not sad or nostalgic, just very anxious and obsessed about him too often.
The paradox is that I always need to feel reassured while I'm the one who has the most decency regarding the feelings.
Try to make the most of your time there then. I'm not saying to utilize it in a way like Leifang does lol but it would help if you spend more time and hang out.
When the time is right, then ask without expecting something.
(And this comes from a guy without a lovelife lol)